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Sunday, November 18, 2012

Chapter 16 - Hot air, cold draft

Dear Readers

I will be taking a few days off from updates owing to a personal emergency. No, no, not pulling a Sobti on you, i will not quit. Please continue reading and enjoying while I am away. I will be back as soon as I can, God Willing!
This chapter dedicated to my very own chamelis. i can't express in words what you guys mean to me. for all the love you've showered on me, unconditionally. you guys make me want to be a better version of myself.

(play the music for mood)

“Khushi….” He hesitated. He couldn't deny that his body had declared a bloody revolt against his rational mind. She was breathtakingly beautiful, perfection in every curve, smoothness that could tempt men of strongest will to sin. He wanted her more than anything. She had come to him willingly but he was afraid she was still under shock, leading her to this absurdity.

He gently held her arms, feeling her warm skin under his hands jump at his touch.

“Are you sure?” he labored to ask her. As for him, he was sure, he was more than sure and he could not think of anything more but take her in ways a man takes a woman, intimate, carnal and primal.He had to be sure she was ready for it because he could not bear to see any regret or even rejection in her eyes.

Khushi saw the trepidation contract ASR’s caramel pupils. She was never more determined or sure of what she wanted. She had given of her to everyone besides her - to her family, to her friends, to Shyam, to her work and never once paused to question what she had wanted. This was her assertion into a new territory where she had two simple objectives, revenge and self preservation.

She felt the heat from his body. She felt beautiful blanketed by the warmth of his glowing eyes and she felt, strangely, exposed and under scrutiny of his seering detective eyes. Her body was demanding his touch and her mind was for once in agreement with her body. This was not an act of a vulnerable woman seeking warmth of a man in time of her need. This was an act of a woman who knew more than ever what she wanted and she wanted him.

“I am sure, more than ever, Arnav. Love me tonite. I won’t hold it against you tomorrow.” She answered with unwavering and calm voice. “ I am not asking you for anything more. Just this one night, make me feel who I am. No promises, no strings attached.”

He watched her face carefully. There was no weakness or question in them. There was only a naked burning fire in them that wanted him. He shivered with anticipation. He had dreamt of this, had wanted it with her from the he had set his eyes on her. She was his redemption, his salvation from his hurt and here she was in his room, asking him to do what any man would be insane to refuse.

“I’m sorry Khushi. It just seems too soon. You…you need time to think through this.”

He bent down and lifted the blanket robe from the floor and handed it to her. She stood motionless watching his face. Was she wrong? Didn’t he feel attracted to her? Perhaps, he was right, perhaps it was too soon. The hot air vent suddenly shut down, bringing a back draft of cold air from the ceiling. She covered her chest as goose bumps formed on her forearms.She took the robe from him and lowered her head in disappointment.

He felt like a fool. She stood in front of him like a sex goddess, holding her robe close to her chest, wanting, desiring everything he had to offer to make her pain go away. An exquisite, exhilarating way to heal that he knew he could only enjoy with her ever in life, a gut instinct of an astute man who had found the love of his life once and was now offered a second coming. Yet, he was foolish enough to reject it, for what? For propriety? For duty? For whom?

“Fuck it! Come here!” he pulled her by her waist and bunched her hair in his right hand pulling her head back and forcing her lips to part. She closed her eyes in anticipation.

“I don’t know what I am doing, but I know it will be mind-fuckingly awesome.” With that he captured her mouth and shoved his tongue deep into her. She was waiting, expecting and even ready for him. She countered with her own tongue as the two mated in a frenzied dance. Her legs buckled but he adeptly held her by her waist, gently lifting her off the floor as she arched her back and felt his hardness on her pelvis. She moaned.

He let go of her mouth and greedily licked the length of her neck. A lick on one side followed by another slower and luxurious lick on the other.

“You have no idea how erotic your neck is Khushi. May I?” he nuzzled in the crook of her neck breathing hot and moist air on her skin. She wasn't sure what he was waiting for but whatever it was she wanted it.

“Do it.” She exhaled, clawing his hair for balance and support.

He wet a small part of the skin on the curve of her neck where her clavicle started by running his tongue in a circle. And then he sank his teeth, greedily, hungrily and crazily. Khushi gasped at the first flush of pain and she relaxed feeling his powerful mouth suckle and nibble the bite.

“Oh, that….that was…” She couldn't find the words as her mind shut down and her body felt weightless. He had flung her over his shoulder and carried her to the bed. He lowered her gently and lay her on the bed, treating her like a delicate work of art. She stretched her arms over her head and smiled.

“Aw, fuck! You’re gonna kill me Khushi.” He growled and untied his plaid Pajama.

Khushi’s heart began erratic thumps as she watched him undo his bottom. Her breath quickened as her inner thighs felt wet with desire, oozing her need in copious amounts. When his erection came in full sight, Khushi watched it with admiration.

“Ahem!” he cleared his throat with an amused look as he watched her assess him with her incredibly passionate grey green eyes. Her eyes were hooded and drugged, no doubt, but her approval of him was not missed on him.

He knelt beside her and watched her, starting from the top of her head to every inch following that, not failing to note every mole, dot, curve and plane.

God, she is exotic.

Her pink pert nipples stood up demanding his attention and scrunched with need. Her narrow waist with its artfully flared hips would put collective artists of Renaissance to shame. Her thighs were firm and lightly muscled, indicating a runner in her, and strangely he had never noticed. His heart jumped to his mouth when he noticed the small triangular gap that dotted the meeting spot of her thighs and pubic area. That was a sinful triangle and now he was going to claim it. He stroked her curls and moved slowly up in a sinuous pattern, feeling his own arousal jump. He languished around her breasts as she jerked with surprise.

“You are beautiful Khushi.” She shifted and turned to face him, bending her elbow to prop her head on her hand.

She stroked his chest and ran her fingers delicately on the taut skin over his abs, in a slow trace until she reached the point just above his private hair. She hovered there for a few seconds and smiled when his hardness jerked in response.

“And look who is talking.” She was sincere and he knew it. He hadn't been admired by a woman openly as Khushi did at this moment. Ever. And he liked it.

He stroked the rise of her hips, over her butt and down to her thighs, feeling the silky smoothness of her bare flesh. Her dark pubic curls were in bare contrast to her complexion, an exotic blend of Indian and german shade. Not quite tan yet not quite white. Sexy!

He lied down next to her, letting the length of his body caress hers. She felt the smattering of his fine chest hair on her smooth skin and in a strangely erotic way, his coarse hair down there on her thigh. He kissed her again and this time, she pushed her entire body against him, feeling his masculine and hard planes mold her to his shape. He circled her and pulled her to him, leaving nothing and no one between them.

They stroked, pressed and squeezed each other as they explored each other for the first time. He discovered that she screamed in ecstasy when he suckled on the curve of her neck, a treat for him just as much as a treat for her. She discovered that the sensitive skin right under his armpits was his erogenous zone. And when she momentary took him in her mouth, he had grunted like a rutting animal. She smiled at his vulnerability. ASR – for all she cared, he was her knight in shining armor, in its clich├ęd, boring and done to death iterations. He was beyond thinking at this point. He couldn’t wait.

“Game over, Khushi. “ he warned her and before she could react, he spread her legs and lifted her thighs on his forearm and entered her. She was wet, and heavenly.

She threw her head back and grabbed the iron rods of the head board of support. His largeness and swiftness both surprised her and drove her insane. He rested her legs on his shoulders and braced himself on either side of her finding his traction to drive her crazy.

“Is this good?” he asked her wanting to give her his best, make her feel loved, give her the carnal pleasures like she had never had with another man.

She bit her lips and squeezed shut her eyes. “More than good.”
He began slowly, lazily thrusting in and pulling out, and thrusting back in. She was pooling around his privates and the sheets. But she was beyond caring. Every thrust brought a fresh moan from her, giving him the signal that she was in it as much as he was. He ramped up his speed as her breasts bounced under his rhythmic ministrations.

And then without warning, he scooped her up and changed position. He set her on his lap as he sat up and gently lowered her to him. She held his shoulder and arched back as his renewed hardness stretched her beyond she ever thought she could.

“Ohhhh, Arnav, is this what they mean?”

He grinned with pride. She was enjoying him as much as he was enjoying her, and if this meant giving her a part of him, even if it was for just a night, it was all worth it.

He nuzzled between her breasts and cupped her bottom, rocking her to match his movements. The two moved their hips in tandem, reading each other’s cues like this was the most natural thing for them to do.

Yes, this is what they were made for, to love, to lust, to please, to explore, to be one with each other. She smiled as she felt the first spasms of her come.

“Bite me” she pleaded as she raised herself higher and thrust against him.

He was losing himself fast and nothing seemed coherent. He mumbled something as he suckled on her left breast. She dug her nails on his shoulder and began her frantic thrusts, urging him to keep up.

“Bite me” she repeated. This time he knew she was asking for it and he knew she was ready.

He left her breast and trailed back to bite on her neck, a hickey that was demanding round two. He clamped on it again and delivered a gentler bite. She screamed with abandon as the combination of his bite, his harder thrusts and her cravings came to fruition. She buckled and bumped against him, feeling the ebb and flow of sensations starting from her center, spreading outwards and tingling every extremity of her body. She squealed as she crested once more this time stronger than the last, and he smiled as he felt her contract and spasm around him.

“Come baby, come hard for me.” He prompted her as she screamed again for another bout of frantic orgasm.
"Aaah!" she exhaled, and panted heavily, while resting her forehead on his shoulder. Beads of sweat flowed down her back as he stroked her lightly. Then she laughed at the madness. He pulled her closer and whispered against her body.

“My turn.”

He laid her on the bed once more and entered her. Her insides were still sensitive and burning with need only he could satisfy No words were spoken as he began with renewed energy, feeling like a man on top of the world for getting the girl of his dreams. He kissed her and thrust his tongue in and out, matching the harmony of his thrusts in the nether regions. She circled her legs around his waist, pulling him into her further. It didn't take long and soon she was primed for another round of pleasure. A few more thrusts and the two crashed in yet another shattering round of peaks.

Soon the panting subsided, the breaths steadied and a peaceful calm descended their bodies. Neither knew where it would go from here, but where ever the roads went, they were grateful for the night together.


Christmas eve shone an unusually bright sun that morning. A loud knock woke him up. ASR sat up and shook Khushi frantically.

“Khushi, there's someone at the door. You need to hide.” He whispered as she stretched her lithe body barely awake or aware of the danger outside the door. She smiled at him, memory of their carnal night sending a delightful cheer in her and then she heard the knock.

“Oh shit, shit, shit! What time is it?” she got up and frantically looked for her robe.

“10 am!” he noted and realized the entire house must have missed both of them. She found her robe and grabbed it before rushing to the bathroom. Her shocked face was a sight to watch as she comically gestured to him that she will hide in the bathroom and put her finger to her lip in an exaggerated sign language to indicate that he should keep quiet about her whereabouts. He nodded and rolled his eyes at her dramatics. He waved her in as he pulled on his PJs and headed to open the door.

He readjusted his expression to look sleepy. He opened the door with a smile, which died the instant he found Shyam staring back at him.

Shyam didn't waste a second and pushed himself through the narrow crack in the door. ASR tried to hold him back but the man had obviously been more resolute than ASR who was caught off guard.

“Where is she?” Shyam asked walking into the room. A rush of panic rose and ebbed in ASR and his quick instincts told him to react fast

“Where is who?” he asked standing akimbo.

“Don’t act the fool with me, Agent Raizada. I will have your badge off and send you to streets if I find out you've been fucking around with your precious charge. A misappropriation, I’d think.” Shyam’s eyes spoke volumes with hatred and venom squirting out of every nasty pore of his tasteless face.

ASR rushed forward and caught the man by his throat. Shyam coughed as he tried to find his foothold.

“Don’t you threaten me, you rotten son of a bitch. I know you are hiding something and when I find out, you will be sorry you ever met me.” He squeezed a little harder drawing the last of air from Shyam's throat. His eyes bulged as his hands clawed at ASR’s for release. ASR let him go.

Shyam lost his balance and bent over holding his throat. He coughed as he filled his lungs with air. He pointed his finger at ASR and with his fingers popped an imaginary gun. ASR knew what it meant but he couldn't care. The man was a retch and the sooner he got out of the equation the faster ASR could go about solving the case and making Khushi his.

Shyam left the room and ASR locked it after him. He turned around and saw Khushi gingerly walk out of the bathroom. She looked both petrified and amused at once.

“What did he want?” she asked softly.

He was mad as hell. He folded his arms across his chest and narrowed his eyes at her.

“You tell me, Khushi. What does he want?” he asked with a note of irritation.

Her shoulders slumped and she sighed. She knew it was a matter of time before Shyam and her truth would be revealed to the world. ASR had a right to know, especially after last night.

Last night? She felt a flutter of excitement at the thought of last night but she dismissed it with her convoluted reasoning. It was a onetime thing. It does not mean anything to him or to me. Don’t make it bigger than it is.

“Well? I am waiting.” He asked again, standing his ground with every intention of getting to the bottom of this puzzle. What was Shyam’s hold on Khushi? He had a right to know, especially after last night.

Last night? You know it probably meant nothing for her. She was hurt, and needed someone to take that hurt away. Not ever, not again, he reminded himself.


  1. yaay me first

    they finally did it

    it was beautifully written

    wonder what Shyam is hiding

    hope they don't think it was just a one night stand kind of thing


  2. Take care. Hope everything becomes better.

    Thanks for the update :-)

  3. I wonder if Shyam is gay!!! Hehehe... Evil thoughts...

    Now to the rest of the chapter and story, beautiful... Loving it!!!

  4. As hot as that was, all I can think about is you stopped before Shyam's truth was revealed!!!! Aaarrgghhh!!

  5. I read this 0n my friend's rec0mmendati0n and I am really really greatful t0 her.
    I l0ve it SJ, the suspense has g0ne 0ver my head and I l0ve every bit 0f it...and b0y, when they clash, d0 I l0ve it 0r d0 I l0ve it??!!

    1. I told u, didnt i?? :D its the magic of SJ!! Hehehe.. Welcome dear...


    2. Thank y0u hun n0w I am surely g0nna stalk :D

  6. I read this 0n my friend's rec0mmendati0n and I am really really greatful t0 her.
    I l0ve it SJ, the suspense has g0ne 0ver my head and I l0ve every bit 0f it...and b0y, when they clash, d0 I l0ve it 0r d0 I l0ve it??!!

  7. Hot hot hawt !!!
    Awesome update

    What IS shyam upto??? He always manages to bring the "evil me" in me.....just doesn't want to stop cursing him

  8. SJ,
    hot, hot update! And you like to keep us on cliffhanger right?

    Oh.. khushi was abt to share Shyam's truth. But guess we will have to wait.

    hope the personal emergency resolves soon and you will be back with a bang!
    Best wishes for that SJ! Will be stalking and missing you..

  9. Hot update..and again a cliffhanger..

    I hopr things get setteled on your side soon and you get back fast..:)

  10. I call your previous chapter as one of the best written ones and you give me this! I mentioned that you surpass yourself chapter after chapter, didnt I?
    You did it again. Congratulations on yet another amazingly written chapter. *claps*
    I love the fact that Khushi was asking ASR to kiss him in full consciousness. Im glad there wasnt any doubt within her. Which is why when ASR initially refused her.. I wanted to go strangle him and make him see the surity in Khushi's eyes! But then, ofcourse he couldn resist. Who would want to?
    Apart from the whole 'last night' - I loved the morning scene as well. Khushi in ASR's room, happy and satisfied and ASR showing Shyam his rightful place - all is well in the world! :D
    And how can I forget your signature cliffhanger in the end? Shyam's secret would finally come out - Im excited beyond measure! Ofcourse, their last.night together is going to be etched in their minds forever as a milestone in their relationship. Its going to get better from here!
    Thankyou SJ, and for your longish break - you dare not pull a Sobti on us, come back sooooon! :P :*

  11. Blush Attack!!!!!
    damn you SJ!! what's with the cliff hangers!!!! :P :P I HAVE to wait and see if Khushi decides to reveal Shyam's truth once and for all to ASR.....
    Hope the personal issues are sorted out well and soon!

  12. Firstly, thank you , SJ,for letting me, be a part of your awesome feels blessed.. hope things normalize and see you, soon...

    The update was hawt....Initially, I thought that, ASR would make her see sense and say she is distressed and not thinking rationally, but, then, you surprised me, when he decided to go ahead....

    So Shyam seems to have, a really tight hold over Khushi, ..cannot wait to hear about the secret...


  13. The chamelis are and will always be with you.
    Pray for a better tomorrow.
    There is a god, and no I don't mean ASR.

    You're so good with Arnav and Khushi, you take intensity to an unmatched level.
    Let me see if any one can write erotica better than you, I highly doubt it.
    You detail it out to perfection.

    There is a sincere hope in this first night filled with passion and ecstacy.

    And now *DRUM ROLL* we have the revelation of Shyaam. Soon enough.

    Love you more than you can imagine.
    BIG QUESTION - how can you ever be a better version of yourself?? pliss to answer. *hehe*
    I love leaving you speechless for a change.


  14. SJ,

    I hope the emergency is not too tough on you, do take care of everything at your end.

    The update, for me showed the vulnerable side of the protagonists and felt really bad at Khushi’s thought for wanting something for herself and the disappointment when he requests her to think about her proposition as he wants to adhere to propriety.

    I am glad in a way they reached out to each other, so what if it was in a basic primal manner. This meant something to them and loved their thoughts in the end.

    I wanted to be in ASR’s place to wring the life out of Shyam; really someone should give me a chance.

    The update was very well written, thank you for writing this well.

    - Kalyaani

  15. Last night means nothing...........ok! It was a beautiful chap. whats wrong with shaym and will khushi tell asr about shyam? come back fast sj.
    thanks for the updt.

  16. I wanna give u BIG hug for not quitting from writing cause I like to read more and more Arshi story in future..

    What an update SJ....
    That was a treat for not getting update for some time....
    Hot....loved it

  17. oh will khushi tell him shyam's secret?? problem take yr time..we know the update will b woth it

  18. oh will khushi tell him shyam's secret?? problem take yr time..we know the update will b woth it

  19. Now that that is out of the way...they can talk about what it meant for each of them...but not yet I guess....keeps the suspense going...

    Can't wait to hear what is her deal with Shyam, something to do with Sasi...

  20. Wow wow sizzling scene , fantastically written hot and passionate ! No one writes this better than you.
    It was magical. I read it all over again, loved it.
    Hope all gets resolved soon. Good luck and take care.
    Warm Regards,
    KAVITA 1970

  21. Omg.....that was hot!!!!!!:D
    Loved it!! That passion can never be forgotten so dear fellows you need to understand this can't be a one te Thingy.....;)
    Great update!!!!
    So shyam's truth up next????

  22. Feeling hot hot hot!! :) ..great writing...very clean *ahem* and precise writing is time for the Shyam's truth to come out now...I hate that creep... Thanks for creating characters that we can love, hate and fall in love with...

  23. That was one sizzling update. Thank you for that. And I hope this emergency isn't too hard on you. Take care :)

    Its wonderful how they have both found each other, to draw strength and comfort from each other and fill that void left in them because of their respective histories. And they have found it in the most primal way possible. And I hope they realise that it definitely meant something significant for the both of them.

    And wow, ASR wringing Shyamu's neck. What fun! He stopped to soon methinks :D

    IF id - vgedin :)

  24. Read the chapters 14, 15 and 16 in one shot ..well i may sound like a meanie but i m glad khushi knows she's not related to payal by blood.. eagerly waiting to watch payal's reaction when she realizes she owes her lifestyle to Khushi :-P...
    yay ..ASR punched
    Finally ASR n K beating around the bush..
    as ususal..excellent update..
    Will miss ur updates..:-(..Hope all s well at your end..:)

    somya (

  25. finally they did it *jumping*

    and that was freaking awesome!!!
    i am also waiting for shayam's hold on kushi from the first day!!!!
    cant wait for it!!!!!
    oh both are thinking its just one time but i can see this happening more than they ever imagined!!!
    loved the update

    IF id:neenaLUVarnav

  26. hey SJ
    no worries...take all the time needed to deal with the emergency..i hope its not something serious.

    back to chapter.


    who knew Khushi had it in her...the things are definitely going to changed between them...what a cliff hanger..makes the reader eagerly wait for next chapter.


  27. SJ,
    This was suggested by a fiend on IF and I finally managed to catch up and you go on a break.huh...not fair.... Kidding !!
    Loved this story and yes will utilize your break to read your other work ..
    Take care..and I hope all is well..

    inajnar (IF)

  28. Yay!!! Finally she is gonna reveal the truth and u leaveus hanging :( NOT FAIR ;(

    Amazing update sweetie and Khushi's reaction in the morning was hilarious :D What is Shyam's hold on Khushi???

  29. and leave it to Shyam to ruin the romantic chapter.
    Khushi and Arnav are beyond adorable and I honestly cannot wait for them to express their feelings for each other. Gonna miss your updates:)
    - Arnavkijalebi IF

  30. beautiful n hot update..............loved it.Will be waiting for ur future updates eagerly:)
    n we love you..........muah

  31. Read the last 3 chapters in one go and.......well........I love khushi ans ASR together but both think its a one night stand whereas they have such deep feelings for each other

    I wanna know shyam's hold on khushi but I think it's fun the way your holding out on us!

    I love Garima as khushi's mum, in her mind, khushi is her daughter and thats the end of it! I can see why after all Garima raised khushi, she knows her inside out, back to front, sometimes its those that bring you up that matter more rather than those that create you.

    You make me wanna read more and more, you seriously make my day when you update!

    P x

  32. Ahhhh!! This update was toooooo intense! Give it to Shyam for ruining the morning, he just needs to vanish into air *poof* I'm still glad that Arnav almost choked him into death. Needless to say, do I need to talk about the passionate scenes, they were simply brilliant. But they both think that it was a one time thing & the other doesn't care- ummm HUGE misunderstanding, cause they both LOVED it!! Even I want to get to the bottom of this Khushi - Shyam mystery! Go team Arnav!

    1. So, I forgot to my IF username - twinkle662

  33. Beautifully written! You are an amazing writer. Looking forward to the next chapters.

    Hope everything is good at your end. Take care.

    - kudi123

  34. loved it. loved it.

  35. Read all the November updates in one go! Were fast paced and thrilling! Loving it!


  36. Hi SJ...
    Fantastic chapter, such HOT passion...LOWE is in the air...I hope they dont take this as a one night stand, i want Khushi to tell Arnav everything about Shyamu, So Arnav can kick him out of the picture!
    Oh no, your going to be away for a while? :( i hope everything's fine at your place...Take care of yourself, Will wait eagerly for your awesomke updates....
    please come back soon :|
    tc, love
    JIA (Pinkss)

  37. are you messing with my mind? god the update was mind blowing fabulous... just right... it was hot!! only you can write it like this... boiling hot... i still remember TFG scenes... i get goosebumps!!

    finally khushi will reveal her secret!!

    come back soon! hope all is well!

  38. It was expected for Khushi to turn to ASR for physical comfort feeling as she was ...
    that was some sizzling hot passion they shared ...
    wonder if she will let ASR know the true situation between her and Shyam ...

    Thanks SJ ... hope all is well with you ?

  39. Wow ...too hawt....awesome update....continue soon...


  40. you have an amazing way of writing such passion! and shyam once again got nicely! am happy..waiting for his secret to be revealed

    Dreamymaya (IF)

  41. A hot hot hot update. Both are thinking that for the other it was just a one night thing but they both want so much more. Hope khushi tell him everything abt shyam.

  42. Fireworks btwn arshi
    Cnt wait to know abt shyam

  43. Beautiful!!
    But I don't like it when they don't talk n think that the other doesn't feel the same...

    Can't wait to know about Shyam!!!!

  44. Wow that bite on the neck sent shivers down my spine, it's my favorite erogenous zone!!!

    Loved the update, Hot & Erotic!!!

    I really hope she tells ASR what Shyam has on her dad & can help to extract her from that dicks clutches!!!!